21.

Waaah, that talkative awesome 16 year boy I met few years back turned 21 just now. The only thing I can think about is, how fast years had passed without us realizing. I can still remember the first time I talked to you, I was so damn excited! Cause I wanted to be friends with you for like ages just because my sister used to talk so highly about you and wouldn’t let me be friends. So this one day I just found you from this some where and started talking. Hehe~ awesome times. And I remember the first time you ON –ed your cam. You were with your uniform and looked like a bad-ass. (: [sorry, half of you’re shirt was unbuttoned]

But the reality is that, you’re the most awesome-st human being I have ever met. I know that you’re not the MR.PERFECT in everything but as for me you are the best and yes, kind of my MR.PERFECT. You’re someone I could rely on. And comfortable to share anything so guess you’re the best-est friend I ever had. Well, Shahu you’re too. (: but you are my #1 from ladies. And will be.

So on this special day of yours. I wish you a very very HAPPY SUPER DUPER BIRTHDAY BESTIE IN THE WORLD.  I love you big (: You know you’re my everything and I wish you to be happy and wish you all the best and and and I   wish you earn more money and become someone who actually gets money and saves. (a) + a better person [I don’t want to explain this over here, since it’s a pvt matter]

HAPPY 21 BUMBZE ZEE 

ONE

so today is my pooh bear's very first birthday. and I am all excited about it and all, but he isn't any where reachable to me so I cant do anything much. 

I actually wanted to, eat ICE CREAM with my boy. cause Zaahy told me that he could only eat ice cream when he turns one. so I just so badly wanted to give him ice cream as a birthday gift. and and and It's just weird how these days pass I mean yesterday he was just a lil innocent cute musalhu and now he has grown up. 

I hope  you start walking soon and talk and become an innocent lil monkey. I know you'll be one naughty kid. but I will love you no matter what. your one of the loabi loabi adorable kid I know of all the mini ones. 

✿ HAPPY ONE ✿

P.s. that's a pic of me and pooh bear'e playing with dhonz ge phone. he loves my lappie and he loves camera's and that tiny lil dude even knows how to unplug those cables and all. hope you become a great person in future.


WOOHOO~ and yes 16th is my other mini part hucen's birthday. he talks now, but majaakoh (: so, will tell you more about huceynu on his birthday. so till then  ... 



 

I guess I am back

Anyeong. Its been quite a long while since I wrote last. Was busy with school actually.. guess whaaat? I finished school like 24 hours ago actually did my last exam .. Yes Im hell excited about it. 

Ekm dhen othy bodu kantha dhw, applying from one job to another going to interviews and exploring new things. I guess life is gonna be really good. haaah? The thing is getting a job these days is like 😐 how do I explain it? 

So during this 2 years I spent in school I met few very nice people. 😆😆 I know I hesitated at first to make new friends since I had issues with it in secondary school..but these people I met are just too cute. And all I hope is that I can be in touch with them in future. 

Since I be free for a while until I get a job 😉

and I guess I missed blogging ... 

I will write to you soon 😀

Dedication

Mmm, I know for the past few years I have spent with you I have been pretty careless and didn't give you all the love you ever wanted. maybe cause you gave me all the love you had and I was sure that you would never be gone out of my sight. bune ehnu dhw ekaku evarun ulhenya anehkaku noolheyne eh. plus its reversed the way it was when it started dhw, now its my turn to love you big.

well, what I am trying to say is.. the blog u dedicated to me. It was very dear to me and I read it often when I miss you all over again and again, but I was never bothered to listen to the songs you have dedicated to me. well Its just cause I am way too lazy.. plus bunny lyrics aa eky laafa inyma I just happily read the lyrics.

So as usual, today I missed you really big and thought I would read your blog, so I checked it and thought I would download those songs, and guess what I did! and adu ahaafa made my eyes so teary just felt bad for myself for how I have treated u before. and realised how dearly you used to love me with all your heart. 

I am just very jealous for myself, and thankful too .. for meeting you. 
You made me a better person, you taught me stuffs and handled me so well. nobody could have done that. your just so great and I just simply love you.

In Sha Allah, I wish I would be able to count more years and days with you. 

Bunny your the very best thing that ever happened to me, and I love you too. and I am sorry for all those times I have hurted you *sincerely*  without you I be just nothing.. you make me something and everything.

I just love you and wish to be yours for a LIFE TIME, I guess I have sed that a couple of times dhw?
Okaay Okaaay, BLOGGIE I Will write back soon. 
See Ya.

And btw bub, I think now I wanna dedicate those songs to you .. the ones you did to me.

Ja Mata Ashitha.

Cause I miss you.

You know it just feel like yesterday, since we met and started talking. but aslu been a while dhw, well when I think about it .. as time changed we changed too.

I am not sure about you but, one thing still remained the same as it was before. the love I had for you and that promise I made. I wish I could make you happy for a life time, and iraadha kurehvihya will. well, its just I kinda miss the old lil us who use to be so crazy. those crazy web cam fights and watching you sleep listening to you singing me boakiba song and how you endlessly remind me how much you love me in every 3 secs. those were good old times, which I wish I could bring back.
I just miss my YOUNG CAREFREE BUNNY I fell for years ago. guess time and age changed you dhw? :)  TEHE! there I got a lil emo and did I make you bored?

Okaay, so these days I be busy with school -_- and then dhonz is here home is kinda full. and kinda enjoying the time. Mmm, though most of the time we do is argue and fight, you know we just love spending each and everymoment together, its just fun gohvaninz dhonz with my tales being all emo. and you know dhonz is being this AWESOME COOK after she came back from china.

the other day she made us, BIRIYANI. It was so delicious. (: but then I couldnt eat it the way it should have been, cause of thee DOCTORR he put all his strength in my mouth and put that NARUGANDU which almost killed me. but then after much of struggling I am back to my normal self who can talk and eat like normal people. TEEEHE! *happymuch* Okay and she made OREO CAKE and it tasted good too, though I ate it twice and the next time when I wanted eythi kaan, huri hus vefa *sobb sobb*

SO TODAY SHE MADE BROWNIE, and she served it with Icecreams and toppings. Masha Allah :) I am just so FONI VANINZ cause my sister can COOK so well. SEE I COULD GO AROUND and BLUFF :P hahah, naah.. she wont like it. (a)

OOOOH, and guess what? Kaafa is here. he came medical check up eh hadhan. unlike before he is now pretty madun, like its so silent that I get bored at time. like even If I talk he wouldnt talk back, he would just NOD, you know Indont usually say this but  I LOVE HIM, he is the only GRAND person I got. Ofcourse I would LOVE him dhw, hehe.. though at times I get jealousy cause he likes madhih and the boys at home more.


Mmmm, I guess I wrote too much for ONE DAY.
will write back soon for sure.

OH AND WANT A GIFT, there its a pic of dhonz and I. and theee BROWNIE she made for us today.

Isnt she just prettttay.

HAVE A GREAT DAY.

I wont give up - Jason Mraz

When I look into your eyes

It's like watching the night sky

Or a beautiful sunrise

Well, there's so much they hold

And just like them old stars

I see that you've come so far

To be right where you are

How old is your soul?

Well, I won't give up on us

Even if the skies get rough

I'm giving you all my love

I'm still looking up

And when you're needing your space

To do some navigating

I'll be here patiently waiting

To see what you find

'Cause even the stars they burn

Some even fall to the earth

We've got a lot to learn

God knows we're worth it

No, I won't give up

I don't wanna be someone who walks away so easily

I'm here to stay and make the difference that I can make

Our differences they do a lot to teach us how to use

The tools and gifts we got, yeah, we got a lot at stake

And in the end, you're still my friend at least we did intend

For us to work we didn't break, we didn't burn

We had to learn how to bend without the world caving in

I had to learn what I've got, and what I'm not, and who I am

I won't give up on us

Even if the skies get rough

I'm giving you all my love

I'm still looking up, still looking up.

Well, I won't give up on us (no I'm not giving up)

God knows I'm tough enough (I am tough, I am loved)

We've got a lot to learn (we're alive, we are loved)

God knows we're worth it (and we're worth it)

I won't give up on us

Even if the skies get rough

I'm giving you all my love

I'm still looking up

Snow White

Just when I thought of suicide'n out of boredom and all, shiff saved me the other day. well, I know its not a nice thing to say but .. I thought for a second of doing that.. was way too moody. screw my mood swings dhw! -_-

well, so me and shipoa went on a walk and by fate I saw bunny O_O and hehe, I was so happy ☻ anyway I was planning to call him anyway to give him the 4.7 gift.

so, I got to enjoy walking with shipoa and talking about shit like we used to, and finally the momento. ☻ I stole a hug ♥ from bunny *roegen* anyway I got it HAHAHA! varah haalun.. and watched him eat cupcake

HE IS WAY TOO CUTE just like my moonu dhon soru. anyway they both are so alike O_O seriously!! WAY TOO ALIKE.  ♥♥

Mmm, you might be wondering why I wrote "SNOW WHITE" as the title dhw? or maybe not -_- anyway leemme tell you XD I finally got to take a shot with HISSNOWWHITE♥ I just so love, SNOW WHITE maybe cause its bunnies (: well, YES THATS THE MAIN REASON! cause I never liked VEHICLES  was never bothered about them maybe, cause they just destroys the OZONE LAYER :P aee dhogeh! hama I no like them, but then SNOWWHITE is just an exceptional case.

Aaah, I will write back later.

☆